I received
my first science textbook in the fifth grade—Mr. Lane's class (I had a very inappropriate secret crush on him, and was crushed by the news of his marriage, but we can discuss that at a later date). The school I attended was rather
financially challenged, so before the fifth grade, our textbooks had to be kept in
the classroom as we'd have to share them with other students. I had never really
been interested in those books though. But science. Holy smokes!
"I
can take this home?" I asked overly enthusiastically, whilst the sneers of
my classmates could have cut me like a knife.
I read
the entire book in one night. I had zero interest in joining my family for
dinner as I was so engrossed, learning about chlorophyll, arthropods, and the
real name for poop (feces-which I embarrassingly pronounced 'fekes' since I'd
never heard it spoken; a common problem among autodidacts). Yet, I continued to
be encouraged to be a court reporter or office secretary. My entire f'ing life.
And I wasted a lot of time in offices, behind desks, answering phones.
I am on
the autism spectrum (didn't know that until 2010) so I am not at all a social
creature, nor am I tolerant of noise (unless I am in control of it-then blast
away!). So the sharp typing of keys, constant chattering, and ringing phones my
mother dealt with at her office would drive me to hide in a coat closet with a
book and a flashlight, or in the warehouse to study the functions of the
machines.
I wish I’d
had the encouragement to pursue my passion in science as a child. It made me
come alive like nothing else. I am still fascinated by it, especially science
of the brain, and of plants, and how similar everything really is when broken down.
And believe if I'd had the encouragement as a little one, I'd be a scientist
today. We must get behind these young girls! (And support any child, boy or
girl, in pursuing their passions, not our own!)
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